12.07.2015

I Shall Not Be Moved

As parents, we seek out the golden threads in our children and with great care showcase and encourage them in their areas of aptitude. Like their fragile hearts as newborns we nourish and give them room to grow—while taking note to widen the gap between child and parent as they discover their purpose. Still, without forsaking a safety net as we stand by on the sidelines.

As our children progress in age and academically, we seem to reason that with this comes greater responsibility to include the introduction of preparedness, discipline, and commitment that accompany greatness in an individual. Mastery is a must no matter what the level of natural ability.

I have been instilling the importance of preparedness with my daughter for over a year now since my withdrawal for approval of a special event. It came with disappointment and tears. Yet, the lesson hasn’t fully been revealed to her.

My daughter's school chorus performed at a holiday public venue, which was not mandatory (should have been the tip-off) that was likened to a poorly run talent show. In the midst of it I found myself sinking in the seat with my husband beside me. I was making a mental list and checking it twice. What I tried so feverishly to prevent had come to pass regardless of my planning. The onus was clearly on the music teacher who had misled her students with too much independence, disappointed parents and possibly misrepresented the school. I frantically reached out to my sister thousands of miles away by text to find consolation during this train-wreck I witnessed. Meanwhile, I found out later that she had missed her own daughter’s college concert the same evening because of weather conditions. Our hearts were aching.

At first glance it seems to be training ground of letting go as I ditched the motherly safety net and kept silent until the ride home. Nevertheless, I have to give God the glory for His will that kept me glued and without blemish while cactus twinkled nearby.

The following morning while the moon could be seen amongst the stars, I searched out God. My mind grappled with rewind and what ifs. These are the times when I lean on God the most. He takes my hand when I am unsure. He comforts me when I want to react. He is the answer to every question.

So I am still and pray:

Preserve my O’ Lord
Let my words by Yours
Let me not dishonor You because of my fleshly desires or disappointments
Keep me hidden in Thee that when I speak it is only Your words that fill my mouth

Time has passed and my lips remain silent, and I am still praising God!

I will bless the Lord who has given me counsel;
My heart also instructs me in the night seasons.
I have set the Lord always before me;
Because He is at my right hand I shall not be moved.
Psalm 16:7-8

May the Lord continue to preserve me for His purpose. Whether I am teaching a bible study or at holiday festivities I must bring honor to my King.

Believers, mothers and fathers, kings and rulers of nations, my earnest plea for thee, that you realize that there is treasure found in the safety of God.


 
Whatever nonsense or chaos you find yourself in, remember to stay hidden in His presence, recall His Word, and "move ahead confidently with what you know is right and important in God's eyes." (Psalm 16:8 Life Application Study Bible)

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